"Contemplation(चिंतन) "-----51---"Feeder of Our Awareness"--25.10.11

"Contemplation(चिंतन) "-----51---"Feeder of Our Awareness"

 “Usually we have Two Feeder of our Awareness, One is Our MIND and another One is our SPONTAENITY.

i) Our Mind is made of Conditioning while The Spontaneity is generated by Truth.

ii) The Influence of the Mind shows Non-Connectivity with The ‘Source’ and Exhibits ‘Ego’ while Spontaneity works  as a Voice of ‘Almighty’ leads to Unconditional  Surrender.

iii) Our Mind has limitations because Mind contains what has come before It while Spontaneity represents Infinity, is the carrier of all types of Subtle and Materialistic knowledge.

iv) Our Mind manifests all types of Anti Nature and Anti God  ‘Negative Traits’ like:--- COMPARISION, UNHEALTHY COMPETITION, JEALOUSY, DOMINENCE, AGGRESSION, DEPRESSION, NEGATIVE ANGER, ANXIETY, VULGARITY, UNDIGNITY , A FEELING OF LETTING OTHER DOWN, TIMIDITY, COWARDNESS, IMPATIENCE, TORCHERING, ILLOGICALITY , INFERIORITY, SUPERIORITY, ILLUSION, DELLUSION, HELLUSICATION, RIGIDITY, OBSTINACY, HATERED, ATTACHMENT, LIKING-DISLIKING, DEMAND, NON-ACCEPTANCE, DISCRIMINITATION, FEAR, FEAR OF SIN, INCOPETENCE, UNSATISFACTION, CONFUSION, CONSPIRACY, UNCERTAINITY, PREJUDICIDITY etc. because our Mind always calculate anything on the basis  of PRE-CONTAINED DATA.

v) While Spontaneity is the Channel of Truth and Truth is the Manifestation of ‘God’ so Spontaneity Invokes  all types of Aesthetic Traits which are very Soothing not only for Human Being but also nourishes all the Creation of Almighty. Spontaneity is the “DISCRETION OF GOD” which helps us in several ways in our day today life as well as in Spiritual life in gaining Depth and Height. 

And Spontaneity release all types of Positive and Aesthetic Expressions like :-  JOY, HAPPINESS, COMPASSION, LOVE, DETECHMENT,  REVERENCE, INDISCRIMINATION, IMPARTIALITY, FREEDAM, ZEAL, ENTHUSIASM, ACCEPTANCE, SIMPLICITY, CLEARVOYANCE, DIGNITY, LIBERTY, BALANCE, HELPING, DEVOTION, DEDICATION, TOLERANCE, PATIENCE, OPENNESS, LOGICALITY, PRACTICALITY, FEARLESSNESS, SELFCONFICENCE, SATICFACTION, CLEARITY, JOY OF BEING PRESENT, JOY OF GIVING , PURE KNOWLEDGE AND FEELING OF COMPLETE ONENESS etc.

Thus, our Awareness gets influence of both the Institutions like Mind and Spontaneity and our Attention too pulled by the merit and demerits of  both the things time to time. So if we rely on Spontaneity, definitely we will grow and we would be able to destroy all the conditionings of Mind and finally Mind will dissolve into Spontaneity and vanish and we will feel relaxed and more comfortable.  Why we struggle, because of Mind.  

------------------Narayan

"Jai Shree Mata Ji"

"Contemplation(चिंतन)"----50----"Divine Movie"---24.10.11

"Contemplation(चिंतन)"----50----"Divine Movie"

 “Contemplation is like a Movie (Film) while Meditation is Theater or Cinema Hall, ‘Shree Sada Shiva’ is the Producer and ‘Shree Adi Shakti’ is the Director of this film. And Our Awareness watch this Movie along with It’s True Companion e. i  Our Self-Guru.

In this film, Our Soul plays the Role as Hero/Heroin, Compassion & and ; Love plays the role of Beloved and Lover of The Soul and Our Conditioned Mind plays the role of Cruel Villain which is accompanied by Unawareness.  Our Spirit plays the role of a’ Character Artist, which Always Support the Hero/Heroin.  

All the Aesthetic Feelings works as the Supporters of the Soul and all types of Negative Emotions works as the helpers of  The Mind in this film. There use to be a serious fight between Truth and Myth for some time. With a great Zeal and Enthusiasm Soul face all types of humiliation, hardships and problems created by the Mind for standing on truth.

In the last as per traditions Hero/Heroin wins the battle of Truth with Dignity and Self Respect and the Villain and all its helpers surrender before The Spirit and The Soul and beg their pardon with True heart and they forgive them and Embrace them with their Heart. All the supports of the truth celebrate the victory and there is the Happy Ending of the Film.

So Our Awareness watches this Movie along with our self –Guru very often and discuss with Him the pros and cons of the film and understands the Contents which are useful for its growth. Thus, Our Awareness grows and increases its Depth.  So, I hope you would have liked this film. 

--------------Narayan

"Jai Shree Mata ji"

“Swayem kaa Saamna karna hee sabse badee bhakti hai.”………………………….H.H. Shree Mata ji Shree Nirmala Devi

(Translation:-- “If we accept our-self then it becomes the Greatest Devotion.”)

"Contemplation(चिंतन)"---49----"Jealousy"---22.10.11

"Contemplation(चिंतन)"----"Jealousy"

” When we become slave of our Mind then all the Negative Traits come on the Surface of our Behavior in our day to day life, though we have been Self Realized. Some time they become more subtle and stay with us and create troubles to ourselves as well as for others.

One of the bad traits is Ego, which exhibits when our connection gets disconnected with ‘The Source’ means from Central heart and Sahastrara, where our ‘Mother’ resides.  Then Our Mind takes charge of our all the doings and thinking and captures our Awareness and consciousness and starts ordering according to its Limited Know-How.  Whatever our mind contains, it starts analyzing every information then it compares with each other and the worst trait ‘The Jealousy’ appeared which comes after Ego, which is some sort of an alarm before the arousal of Jealousy. Thus, a Sahaj follower becomes the victim of Vicious Monster called Jealousy.

Jealousy is so dreaded that we cannot count the loses of this Disease.  Jealousy is some sort of Activation of ‘Gangrene’ in our subtle body while Ego is some sort of Blood Clot which was generated by Bad Heart.

When our Heart misses continuous pumping of blood then our Heart pump clots into our Blood Circulation which may be the cause of obstructing blood circulation into vital parts and cells. Then the Ruthless Bacteria Gangrene wakes up and begins eating the vital vessels and parts of that clotted area of our body. There is no treatment of this Deadly Disease except Amputation.

Our Soul is the part n parcel of ‘Adi shakti’, just like a Cell of ‘Her’ Viraat Body, so ‘She’ always wants to Nourish ‘Her’ Cell(Soul) through meditation.  When due to severe unawareness few of us become Jealous with other’s and try to give harm to others.  So same situation arises when we are caught by Jealousy, then ‘She’ has to Ampute one of ‘Her’ cell from ‘Her’ body to save the other Cells.  Then we start getting catches all the time in our Chakras and the vibrations starts disappearing.  This is state of ‘Yoga Bhrasht Sthiti’ (Complete Disconnection).

Just try to understand we all belong to One Mother, and we all are equal in ‘Her’ Eyes and ‘She’ has to take different types of jobs from us, so there is no need to compare with each other. Every child of ‘Shree Maa’ is destined to do different types of work as per ‘Her’ will.

That’s why please…………., please………….. as a child of ‘Shree Mata ji’,  being the smallest part of this Big Sahaj Family I earnestly request to all my Sahaj Companions just be alert of this Dangerous and Fatal Disease Jealousy.  I have got some Personal Experiences of this Scary Disease (Jealousy) among Famous and Prestigious Sahaj Followers who are in a very Bad Shape these days.  May ‘Shree Maa’ keep away all of us from all types of Negative Influences?  As per my awareness there may be only and only one remedy, if we feel regret with our true heart while surrendering into ‘Her’ Lotus Feet completely then there may be some chances of survival.

“We are all part and parcel of one country. And that country is of love”-------H.H.Shree Mata ji Shree Nirmala Devi

----------------Narayan

"Jai Shree Mata Ji"

"Contemplation(चिंतन) "-----48----"Witness State" ---21.10.11

"Contemplation(चिंतन) "---"Witness State"

” We always talk about Witness State, we usually suggest everyone to be in 

witness state, forgiving others, not to react upon anyone’s saying or activities 

without understanding the situation which we are dealing with.  As per my 

Awareness, All the sayings of ‘Shree Mata ji’,are for the implementations for our self’s only, ‘She’ is directly addressing us, we must understand this fact. Without realizing the situation we must not suggest others.

Sometimes This So Called Suggested ‘Witness State’ leads to Coward-ness,  It is so ridiculous if witness Nuisance, Lies, Untruth, Ego-eccentricism , Dominance, Injustice done by some miscreants with wrong intention with others. If we are witnessing all these types of Nonsense’s then It exhibits our Coward-ness.   If we are Children of ‘Adi Shakti’ then why we are showing Timidity.

What we will call the Activities of Shree Anna Hazare against Corruption, Is it Reaction?  Shall we should suggest him to be in Witness State ? If he is standing against the Lies, Greed, Corruptions.   Some of our Sahaji has informed all of yes that Sri Anna Hajare is a Sahaj Yogi, so he must leave everything on ‘Shree Mata Ji’ or he should put in some effort to fight against all the odds which are liable to give thousands of losses to our Nation and to the Citizen of this Nation………Just think about……..

As per my awareness this beautiful state of Witnessing is for our ascent if we are infested with  so many troubles and problems then we have not loose our balance, we should not use undignified language, we should face every adversity while feeling ‘Her’ into our Subtle System specially at Sahastrara and into our Central heart. Witness state includes performing our duties as per our capacity with honesty. Only then it will be called ‘Witness State’. Running away from Facts cannot be called Witness State.”

------------------Narayan

"Jai Shree Mata Ji"

Contemplation(चिंतन)-----47----"The 'I-ness' "

"Contemplation (चिंतन)"------The 'I-Ness'

“Often we use ‘I’ for our self whenever we talk with someone in normal practice in our day to day life. But when we come into the ‘Lotus Feet’ of ‘Shree Mata ji’ we usually try to avoid I while talking because as per ‘Shree Mata ji’ this pronunciation should not be used because this exhibits “Ego”.

As per my awareness this ‘I’ manifests three types of stages of pronouncer:---

i)  In normal condition when we sit into the ‘Lotus Feet’ we usually say,” Shree Mata ji, ‘I’ am your child, kindly keep ‘Your’ merciful eyes upon me. I am very innocent ‘Shree Mata Ji, I do not know anything ‘Shree Mata Ji , kindly teach me what is right what is wrong. I ask you please come into my heart. So we usually use these types of ‘I’ then it is not called Ego and showing Singularity. So this state represents distance between us and ‘Shree Mata ji’.

ii) In second type of stage of ‘I’, you know in south in India, I have heard, that the pronunciation of ‘I’ =’AAEEE’ means The Mother. If we break this word in two parts then what does it means, AA=Come, in Hindi Language and EEE=Power, is the symbol of Divine energy. Means ‘I’ is the symbol of calling our Divine Mother. And in this stage we have established relation with Shree Mata ji but at the same  time ‘She’ is somewhere else.

iii) In third type of stage, “I” represents “Brahma”, The Originator, Almighty, God, Allah, Khuda, and Vahe Guru, what ever we call as God. As it was called at the time of Mahabharata by ‘Lord Krishna’, “AHAM BRAHMMASMI’, “means ‘I AM BRAHMMA”.

 So when we feel the Flow of Divine Energy (Vibration) directly at our Sahastrara(Maa Adi Shakti) and we acknowledge this flow into our Central heart(Maa Jagdamba)  and we feel this flow always then we may be in ‘THIRD STAGE’ WHICH REPRESENTS “ADI SHAKTI” , in this stage any Sahaji can use this “I” because in this state his/her instrument is being used by ‘Shree Mata ji.  if we are not in this state  then we should avoid using ‘I’ , for this only ‘She’ has advised us not to use this word in practice. 

And lastly, The stage of complete oneness,‘Shree Mata ji’ Dwells into our Heart and our whole Subtle System, our awareness and our all types of consciousness acknowledge ‘Her’ within. If someone is Enlightened then he/she would definitely realize this state of that person with the help of his/her attention because he/she would feel increased sensation at his/her Sahastrara and into his/her Central heart.

 --------------------Narayan

"Jai Shree Mata Ji"

Contemplation---46---Six Births within Human Existence

"Contneplation (चिंतन)"--"Six Births within Human Existence"

1) “Our Human Awareness (Hard Disc =Kundalini as container) acknowledges almost six  types of Birth in our Materialistic and Spiritual Life.

     i) BIOLOGICAL BIRTH: -- This is our first birth in the form of human, our awareness open its eyes to understand and to experience of the creation of ‘Almighty’.

     ii) BIRTH OF OUR MIND:--With this physical birth an another birth take place which is ‘THE BIRTH OF OUR MIND (Manah)”, this is the container of the experiences of the journey of our awareness of this Visible World. Just, like a child our ‘Mind’ gets nourishment of worldly knowledge day by day as our Awareness come across several events, several happenings, and different types of bookish and practical knowledge.  And when our Mind passes Adolescence and become fully grown up and become Mature then It manifests “I”, an Independent Identity, this is actual ‘I”-Ness, which always clashes and become the reason of Personality Clashes among people and Exhibits through ‘Ego’. So this “I” must be Eliminated because this “I” has no connection with the ‘Source’ yet. That’s why our Mind always rules our all the Emotions.

    iii) BITRTH OF OUR SOUL:-- With the blessings of ‘Shree Mata ji’ our Kundalini(Soul)  awakes and let us feel Sensation, first of all into our Palm, a part n parcel of Vishudhi Chakra, in the form of Cool Breeze by the help of “Sahaj Yoga”, then few of Its thread come to our Sahastrara and we feel Hot & Cool Air as per the presence of our Attention at our Sahastrara. So first time Our Awareness realize ‘The Rebirth of our Soul’ and different  types of Aesthetic feeling into our Instrument.

    iv) BIRTH OF OUR SPIRIT:-- When our Kundalini starts residing at our Sahastrara and ‘She’ starts  Sucking the Energy of  The Power of Almighty and sends this Energy through our Sahastrara to our ‘Spirit’ continuously, thus our ‘Spirit’ starts giving indications of ‘His’ awakening. And this process becomes the Realization and Awakening of Our Spirit.  Now our Awareness feel the Birth of our Spirit and unlimited Compassion and Love into our Subtle System. We can say this state as  “AATM YOGA”, we become ‘ONE WITH OUR SPIRIT’.

   v) BIRTH OF SELF GURU: -- This Pure Love and Compassion ignites our all types of Guru-Tatwa which make our Awareness eligible to Feel  the Birth of “Self-Guru” who is capable to judge what is right and what is wrong, which is against Nature & God and which is pro-Nature & God,  what is conditioning and what is Pure Knowledge. So now our Awareness blessed with the independent knowledge of our hidden Self-Guru.

  vi) BIRTH OF GOD INTO OUR MICRO BRAHMMANDA:-- There are two BRAHMMANDA  in “HIS” creation One is ‘Macro’ which contains all the galaxies and other one is ‘Micro’ in the form of  ‘Human Body’ .  And finally when our Awareness moves under the guidance of our Self-Guru and qualifies all the conditions  for  ‘Complete Oneness’ then Our ‘ORIGINATOR’ takes BIRTH into our ‘SUBTLE BRAHMMANDA’ AND OUR AWARENESS MERGES INTO HIM COMPLETELY’ and feel ONENESS with ‘HIM’. This is the State of TRUE YOGA or we can call this as “PARMATM YOGA”. Thus ‘A DROP BECOMES OCEAN’ OR THE OCEAN MANIFESTS INTO A DROP. 

 ''YADI AAP MUJSE EK ROOP HAI TO MAIN AAP KE MADHYAM SE KARY KARTI HU. JAB BHI MAYE BOLTI HU AAP BOLTE HAI OR JAB AAP BOLTE HAI MAIN BOLTI HU, YE BAAT AAPKO JAANI HAI…………………H.H.Shree Mata Ji Shree Nirmala Devi

(Translation: ---“When you become one with me, I work through you, When I speak you speak, When you speak I speak, you should know this fact.”

------------------------Narayan

"Jai Shree Mata Ji"

Contemplation---चिंतन ----45---Sources of Thoughts----11.10.11

"Contemplation---(चिंतन)''---Sources of Thoughts

“It is always heard among us that when we sit for meditation  our thoughts always disturb us , sometimes they become so strong that few of us could not enjoy meditation and thoughtlessness.  For this situation we often say there must be some Negativity around us which doesn’t want us to get benefit of meditation. 


Why they come?  What is the source of our thoughts?  Why they disturb us?  When they would stop ?  All these questions are still unsolved, we usually assume when we get proper depth then they would stop.  When ‘Shree Maa’ would bless us then they would stop.  In spite of  making us satisfied by assuming these types of notions, we may be still in doubt and tend to think again and again though we do not want to think. It seems, this thinking habit is uncontrollable, so some times we fall in severe guilt and curse ourselves.


As per my internal inspiration usually thoughts come from three channels’:-

a)     “From our Mind:-  In most of the cases, we get thoughts from our mind, when it is filled by the memory of some happenings, hearing, watching, understanding, reading, meetings, seeing, listening, judging, comparing and so many things which comes under the Acknowledgement of our Mind then our Brain  starts releasing its filled memory in the form of thoughts to release its stress otherwise our brain might have damaged due to over storage. 

This work of brain is so automatic that we could not notice our coming thoughts properly.  Because our Brain has a small pocket to contain Mind in it.  One thing is very surprising that our thoughts usually come of our Actual, Emotional and Psychological Needs which may have very high intensity which is capable to attract our attention. Sometimes these types of needs are fulfilled in our Dreams. Dreams are also an out let of our Mental Stress.  So in first situation the basis of our thoughts are previous memories.

b)     From our Brain:- When our mind fails then our brain helps us in taking decisions with the help of both the Hemispheres.  Our right hemisphere ignites the memories and observes the desire of our mind and our left hemisphere first, analyze every contained information and intensity of mind and then give options as per our Psyche and Emotions so that we could feel relaxation. So from second stage our thoughts come on the basis of comparison.

c)     From our Central heart :- Sometimes we get thoughts from Spontaneity which has come from the truth, the beauty of Spontaneity is, that it has no previous history or memory nor has comparison,  it usually give one thought , which may not feel appropriate as per our mind and brain but has energy in it. When the thought comes from our Central heart then we may feel some sort of cooling, throbbing, palpitation, sensation and some sort of pulling into our Central Heart which convince us as a truth. So there are almost three sources of our thoughts."

“God Communicates in ‘Sushupti Avastha’ (Complete thoughtless state)…………H.H. Shree Mata Ji 

----------------------------------------Narayan

"Jai Shree Mata ji

Shots of National Sahaj Yog Seminar 'Raajgeer' Bihar. 30.09.11-02.10.11

"Shree Mata ji" has selected very beautiful place at 'Rajgeer', Bihar for Sahaj Yog National Seminar from 30.09.11 to 02.10.11. There were about 500 Sahajis from different regions including more than 50 Sahajis from Nepal and Sri Romil Ji, Dr, Nigam, Ambavat ji and  Sri B.N Tiwari accompanied as senior Sahajis. Depak Verma and group of Mukhi Ram Ji were there to add another flavor to increase the moral of Sahajis. 'Rajgeer' is known for the 'Sadhna' place of 'Sri Mahaveer Ji', this place is having very good vibrations. 

 "Sri Param Chaitnya" is flowing during the Hawan on 30.09.11

 This is the Yuva Shakti of Bihar who always ready to shoulder any responsibility happily

 This is 'Shalu', is a music teacher, sings very well from 'Koderma' Bihar

 Navratra Puja is going to start on 02.10.11

 Right at the time of Puja thousands of 'White Orbs' (Ganas and Deities) coming

 Sky was filled with 'Orbs' during Navratra Puja

 Dedicated group of Bihar Yuva shakti is enjoying the company of 'Shree Maa'

 Registration is going on

 Finally the celebration of the successful Seminar