"Handling of Thoughts"
“We
often sit for meditation and we feel good vibrations and continuous flow of
energy at our Sahastrara and into our Central Heart but we notice that some
thoughts are still coming, we try a lot not to think but we could not restrict
them, it feels that it is beyond our control and beyond our limit. We feel
ashamed for not being completely thoughtless, we hear the echo of the words of
‘Shree Mata Ji’ “You should be thoughtless while meditating”, this echoing
Voice gives us guilt and we tend to think that something is definitely wrong
with us, or we are gripped by some negativity that s why our thoughts are
coming and take us away from proper meditation.
Actually
as per my awareness and practical experience, during meditation when the flow
of Pure energy intensifies and frequency of energy increases at our Sahastrara
and into our Central Heart then this energy goes to lower chakras and come back
to our central heart again and then it goes to our both the Agnya Chakras and
dig out all the memories of our requirement which were buried due to several
reasons into our Left Agnya. So ‘Maa Adi Shakti’ cleanses our Agnya and pull
out the thoughts of our need on priority basis that’s why thought always comes
while meditation.
At
this situation we should take all those thoughts one by one as per our priority
to our Central Heart before ‘Maa Jagdamba’ who is really concerned with our
worldly as well as our spiritual needs, ‘She’ helps us in all manners. We
should surrender all the thoughts into ‘Her’ Lotus Feet’ as we offer flowers
one by one while feeling vibration into our Central Heart and at our
Sahastrara, only then our surrender gets fulfilled, without feeling Energy at
both the centers, actual surrender does not take place, so be sure of the
existence of ‘The Flow’ of Energy there. If we do so then we would feel free
completely from thoughts in a very short period and would be able to enjoy
‘Nirvicharita’ for a very long period.
On
contrary if we try to restrict our thoughts then they stick with our attention
and drag us towards the whole chain of thoughts so it is better to take them to
our Central Heart. Basically all the thoughts belong to our unfulfilled,
suppressed and unsatisfied materialistic and worldly needs. Our Kundalini, our
real and individual mother wants us to be freed from all types of requirements
so when ‘She’ comes at our Sahastrara then ‘She’ exposes our latent desires
before ‘Maa Adi Shakti’ and ‘Maa Jagdamba’ in the form of thoughts so that our
desires get fulfilled or they get dissolved if they are not granted by our
‘Divine Mother’. So, we must not feel guilty for being thoughtful while
meditating.
One
more thing which is very interesting, during meditation our attention suddenly
goes to other people whereas we had not met them for a very long period, or we
had met them 10 to 20 years back, though they are not Sahajis then we feel
surprised why our attention is going on such persons, sometimes we feel embarrassed,
or sometimes we tend to think, “this person is definitely has got some
negativity that’s why he/she is ruining my meditation then we usually pray to
‘Shree Mata Ji’ , “Kindly take away my all the thoughts and same me from
negativity.”
Actually,
this time ‘Shree Maa’ wants us to raise his/her Kundalini by our attention and
make him/her connected with ‘Herself’ because ‘She’ knows that his/her time has
come for getting Self-Realization so ‘she’ uses our attention for ‘Her’ work
spontaneously. Secondly, whenever a
Sahaji becomes week inside and needs some powers then ‘Maa Adi
Shakti’ sends his/her name into our attention and wants us to channelize ‘Her’
Love from our Central Heart to his/her central heart to boost his/her energy
level.
Sometime good Sahajis remember us
and their energy comes into our Central heart through our Sahastrara which
flashes his/her name into our attention. So being at Sahastrara and Central
Heart reveals so many hidden things and makes us capable to convey so many
things automatically.
--------------------------Narayan
"Jai Shree Mata Ji"
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