"The Confession"
“In our day to day life we often confess for so many things which we have done earlier before our near and dear or before the idol of ‘God’ or Some times we go to Church and confess for our so called Sins as per our little understanding and feel little light because we were keeping all the load of our previous doings on our head that was making us depressed, weak, timid and guilty inside. Almost we use to die every moment by thinking about our sins which was committed by us due to unawareness or due to reaction. This type of confession gives us a temporary relief but after some times the feeling of severe guilt dominates us and make us reluctant of doing anything.
Even after getting Self Realization this feeling make us restless because it intensify more than an unrealized soul, though we sit before ‘Shree Mata Ji’ and try to meditate after using all the Sahaj Techniques but the feeling of incompetence kills us slowly and deviate our attention from meditation and take us towards continuous thoughts of dire consequences of our previous doings. This becomes so frightening for some of us that we sometimes become seriously ill or we might be the victim of psychosomatic disorder.
We usually talk to ‘Shree Mata Ji’ during meditation and ask ‘Her’ for forgiveness, we often show our problems and compulsions to ‘Shree Mata Ji’, why we have done those things. We expect ‘Her’ favor and promise to ‘Mother’ not to repeat that in future. We bag 'Her' pardon for several times before ‘Shree Maa’ to take us away from the severe feeling of resentment.
As per my awareness, the urge of confession is programmed by ‘Almighty’ ‘Himself’ to make people more close to ‘Him’. This is for the persons who are completely drawn into the temptation and illusion of this mythical materialistic world. Who usually do not give preference to ‘God’, they even do not want to recall ‘Him’ out of total unawareness.
‘God’ loves every Soul because every Soul belongs to ‘Him’ only and due to rigidity and temptation of mind, our Soul suffers a lot and ‘He’ could not tolerate the pain and anguish of ‘His’ Soul. So ‘He’ usually create several types of circumstances which might compel people to do something against their Spirit which causes them severe guilt and the feeling of guilt compel them to confess before ‘Him’.
So confession is the beginning of the communication between ‘God’ and Human. This communication usually takes us more close to ‘Him’ and this closeness generates a beautiful relation and this relation converts into ‘Devotion’ and devotion leads to surrender and surrender flourishes in the form of meditation and meditation flows Pure Love and this love works as connecting cord and this cord help us to reach up to the last destination means to let us sit into ‘Her Lotus Feet’ and ‘Her Divine Feet’ sucks all the guilt and makes us completely fearless and innocent. That’s why confession has got greatest significance in all the religions for our spiritual ascent in our normal human life.
But if we are connected with ‘Maa Adi Shakti’ by being at our Sahastrara and into our Central heart then the confession changes its mode and become word-less. When we stays at our Sahastrara and acknowledge ‘Her’ love into our Central Heart then ‘She’ peeps into our Collective Sub-conscious Mind and read all types thoughts of emotions and feelings which give us maximum pain and guilt then ‘She’ pulls out all such types of thoughts one by one on the surface of our mind and dissolves them into ‘Her’ love in the form acknowledging different frequencies of vibration.
If we read the intensity and frequency of vibration with the help of our attention while thinking about all our previous Sins and wrong deeds then we will find that the feeling of guilt and resentment is reducing automatically and this process is making us free from the bonding of the conditioning our own of thoughts. That’s why ‘Sitting at Sahastrara’ all the time enable us to get the privilege of “Auto Confession” without using even a single word and releases all the contamination of Negative Thought and finally leads us to the beautiful feeling of ‘Being a Spirit’.”
..................................................Narayan
"Jai Shree Mata Ji"
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