“Jai Shree Mata ji”
To 15.03.10
All My Sahaj Sathis,
Who Belong to Shree Maa,
“The Anger”
Dear Nirmal Souls,
Jai Shree Mata ji, today we are going through the causes of anger which is so capable to disturb us by giving resentment and unfulfillment to our soul and giving pain to us. We always read and listen from everyone that we should not be angry, think before saying anything with a rage and we always admit and promise that we will not be angry. But we always forget about it and burst out like anything and come under the guilt saying sorry after that. Even after Self realization we always find it difficult to remove this bad habit. Some times we feel helpless and isolated and feel rejected by our self. Anger is just like a flow of turbulent river which is flooded with sudden burst out of clouds or a brake through in a Dam.
This situation is so pitiable that nobody can help us and very interestingly we use to avoid sitting before “Shree Maa” just after the burst out of anger, because we immediately remember “HER” wordings about anger and we feel ashamed, we curse ourselves and condemn our being and start doing some cleansing process and beat shoe for our Agnya Chakra. And become quite and remain in sad mood. Then we always pray to Shree Mata ji to remove our anger and make us actual Sahaj Yogi. We always use to think that we cannot become good persons when and until our “Khroad” sustains. The persons who are around us explain that this person is improving but simultaneously severity of anger has increased after joining of Sahaj Yoga. They always indicate and question to us “are bhai aise kaise Sahaj yogi ho jo itna gussa karte ho”. So this is the routine happenings of a Sahaj Sadhak.
Actually the intensity of anger is increasing and frequency is decreasing. To remove this severe problem what should we do now? First of all we must know the actual source of this problem is arising. Usually before Sahaj Yoga we use to live a life which use to be dependent on our near and dear and we usually compromise for every thing which might be unjustified and wrong because we were not so capable to live a truthful and harmonious life independently, so we always live with greed and need and we avoid so many things of others which are not good for us. And we always use to expect so many things from others and the same others expect from us. So life runs on the simple principal of give and take, means, based on shear business. And one more thing we would not be able to see the truth before Self Realization, so we can not see the reality of others and remain happy with the illusion and myth of attachment of the fake relations.
Luckily, the beautiful day of Self Realization comes out of our good Karmas of last births in the form of Blessings of God and we perceive the love of Shree Maa which opens our closed eyes and we realize the truth of us as well as of others. If some one is cheating us we come to know automatically and discard that fellow with a rage. So usually this uses to be the reason of being angry. Now we must understand from where The Anger is coming. As per my “Chintan” this anger usually comes from three channels like Left Agnya, Right Agnya and Central Agnya . So we proceed to understand the reason of anger from left Agnya.
The Left Agnya (right hemisphere) belongs to our extreme past where several memories, habits, liking and disliking of past births are saved just like the data stored in the hard disc of computer. When something comes before us which is not matching with the old data of our temperament some chemical reactions take place in our brain which are showing non acceptance and manifest in the form of anger. This process shows that the particular latest event or thing is new which has no match with the memories, means computer rejects those files which are not lying in the hard disc. So what we should do? It is not necessary that every time we will receive the same what we have inside.
To solve this problem of non-acceptance we should take some energy into our attention from our Central Heart which is being filled by the Sahastrara in meditative state and take our attention to Left Agnya Chakra and connect it with Central Heart. When the energy of Central Heart nourishes the left Agnya the same chemical reaction reduces automatically, because this process is capable to erase our old habits, memories and likings which are not suitable to the presents. If we are suffering from this type of problem we must do this process for few minutes daily. The same thing can be done for others to give them peace and happiness. So Left Agnya converts into a very good friend who will always guide us for the right things and we will not be able to repeat the mistake of the past. Actually Left Agnya is the origin of all types of problems and diseases, which may manifest on the right side or left side according to their temperament. For every problem we must nourish our left Agnya..
Now we are coming to the Right Agnya, it is the opposite reflection of left Agnya, related to the extreme future. What ever we have done in the past and having bad and unhappy memories, and to overcome the old mistakes this right Agnya gives us several options to maintain an equilibrium, and all the options automatically comes into our left hemisphere (right Agnya) and our attention engages into right Agnya to select the appropriate option so that we would not repeat the old mistake in coming future. And this selected option has been saved into the right Agnya and we feel satisfaction. Means, the solution of the future problem has been decided on the basis of the past.
And when some thing goes against this saved option the same reaction sprouts and we feel an intense feeling of anger, means we are not accepting the truth(the present),and we usually feel defeated. We always want to do according to our already selected options, but the things does not match and we feel anguished, Then we use to blame others and tease ourselves with depression which takes the form of aggression. Means, what ever option we have chosen for future, once again become the past. The same happening with our mental disposition take place, the same principal rules out with us.That, s why I quoted that the right hemisphere (left Agnya) is the origin of each and every problem. Either we remember old things or we work out for future and save that into our brain becomes past. The only difference is in saving the memories, old happenings stays into right hemisphere(left Agnya) and the memory of the preparation for future goes into the left hemisphere(right Agnya).
It is just like the preparation of food for the next meal and this meal is kept into the refrigerator, so when we will eat this food, it will be called old food, it can not be called fresh food. The same process takes place with our right Agnya. If some one suddenly comes and eat our already prepared food which was kept for us, we sometimes become annoyed or angry, not accepting the real truth that this meal was prepared only for that person. Same thing happens with our thoughts, which is due to some sort of unawareness of truth, and makes us angry. To over come this position the same process we should follow which was stated for left Agnya to supply divine energy to right Agnya from ocean of love (central heart) to calm down the anxiety of anger which spontaneously arises and give us un satisfaction. After the practice for few days, this Right Agnya becomes our good companion who consoles us and saves us from future worries and problems. Thus, we can balance ourselves by pouring pure energy to both the Agnya chakras.
Now the source of anger of the third Agnya has to be revealed, why it comes, though it is connected with Sushummna Nadi, and this Nadi is the Channel of God, God always comes in Nirakar”form from “Paar Bhramma”and resides into our Central Heart and guide us what to do what not to do. Or we can say there is an idol of our desired God is in side of our heart but in sleeping state awakes when the pure energy of God comes through our Sahastrara and touches the same idol and ignites its powers of the sleeping God and we feel some pleasant sensation in our Central Heart, means this is some sort of “PRAN PRATISHTHA” of our deity. Then we become more confident and powerful, all types of worries say good bye to us and we start remaining in the state of “Ananda”And this love is being distributed by us in the form of Self Realization to every person who come across to us either by attention or by external process of realization regularly which give us more energy and power. Now we use to be guided by “HIM” only.
Some times we have to face some sort of Anti God or anti Nature elements who are trying to create some problems or some miscreants who are destroying peace and harmony and trying to hamper the “Truth” then our Central Heart pulls towards the back and there starts some throbbing with cool sensation and we feel some power and then there is a volcanic reaction of anger manifests and this anger is so capable to eliminate the wrong things very quickly. This type is anger produces from the “Source” to protect the Truth and righteousness. This anger has immense power to give punishment to those who are teasing true persons; this anger helps to establish the Truth and faith among actual devotees of God.
This anger was used by Shree Rama while crossing the “Sagar” when Sagar Devta had denied giving path for Lanka. Another example of anger was appeared in the time of “Dwapar” when Bhim broke the Thai of Dushasan and Killed Duryodhan to maintain the dignity of Dharma and Truth. Bhagwan Narsihma too killed Hirandya Kashyap to protect Bhakt Prahlad. Our National Heroes too showed the real anger for fighting for independence. Today too, this anger is badly needed; there are several types of Adharmas which are creating nonsensical situation and trying to destroying true and honest people. Bad people are suppressing good people, every where there is a Tandawa of injustice, corruption, murders, loots, cheatings, and false propagation of Dharma. To eliminate all types of nuisances we have to generate this anger against all these evils in our Central Heart and supply this produced energy to every where with the help of our attention collectively or individually, believe me this will work properly, just do it every day don’t think, it will be worked out.
Please don’t waste your precious time in cleaning all the chakras and nadies, I earnestly request you all, the time has gone for all this cleansing process. Try to induce “Khroadh” for all these problems. This is not the anger actually this the power of “Kalki” having all the power of Rudras, Ganas, Deities, saints and all the incarnations, try to understand. Just feel love of Shree Maa at your Sahastrara and take it to your Central Heart and stay for some time when and until you feel some sensation and then concentrate on these severe problems and try to feel anger for them and throw this energy to these negative situations with a rage with the help of attention. Do it daily when and until it is solved.
Instead of spending too much time only in Bhajans & music’s , we must feel responsible for Shree Mata ji who has come on this earth only to give rebirth to all of us and giving strength and knowledge to remove our actual problems which has made several types of hell at our beautiful planet. If you indulge in these types of true activities you will definitely get real Ananda and true satisfactions which will be far better then we get in “Bhajans Sandhya”. And this Anand will give everybody a real depth which is badly needed for a Sahaj Sadhak. As much as we utilize this “Brahm Oorja” we will feel more vibrations, you can do this and test this truth. I ask every body, why we are performing all the Poojas, what we get in Poojas? Only for the betterment of our family, or increase in income, or maintaining good health, or being proud of having good prestige? Perhaps, the answer is definitely “NO”.
This power has been given by Shree Maa to us only to maintain the equilibrium of all the Natural Spirits like Agni, Jal Vayu, Dharti or Akash. Due to unawareness of human being, human is increasing and creating ecological and spiritual troubles and the balance is being destroyed. The foolishness of Human being can be seen in searching water on The Moon by exploding bombs. Why it is needed? We can make our earth more beautiful by spending money in a proper manner. The Almighty has given this earth to all of us, because it has everything which is required for Human. Then what we are finding on other planets like Mars, Jupiter and Moon etc. So, when we get connected with Adi Shakti through our Sahastrara, and She supplies Her actual knowledge into our Central Heart in the form of energy (vibrations), only then we could do the right deeds which are compatible to the Truth and our Spirit.
My “Chaitna” just want to suggest few thing if you don’t mind, after the spell of Poojas, Bhajans or meditation collectively we must take our attention to that beautiful atmosphere and collect it into your attention and pore the “Divine Prasad” into our Sahastrara and take it to our Central Heart ,just for few minutes for feeling sensation into this Chakra then fill this power into our attention and throw it to those particular problems or persons for correction every day until the things will not become alright. So this is the simple method for improving big or small troubles. This method has been tested and tried for several times, just have faith in Shree Mata ji. There fore, 'SHE' has said that “You are above angels.”
But, one thing is very interesting, this trick will not work for ourselves when and until we become completely detached. This is only for the benevolence for others. This planet “Earth” is some sort of an institute, where we learn how we can get connected with our Actual “Mother& Father (Ardnarishwara) and after meeting with “HIM” we understand how we can give” HIM” a shoulder for running this institute properly. Actually “Shree Maa” is the owner of this company and she wants some representatives who are capable to help “HER” to maintain “HER” organization like “Earth”. So we must understand our importance in “HER” eyes and perform our duties in a proper manner. She is always there to train us, to protect us and to fulfill our actual requirements. So be relax, do not worry, every thing will be fine very soon, just develop full faith in” HER” and we should do our job what “SHE” has told us in “HER” several lectures.
So, since now, we will not feel bad about our anger but we will utilize this unlimited power of God for erasing chronic problems (all types of conditionings) of ourselves as well of others. If some sort of negativity in our systems appears just be angry and shoot that with the help of attention. Our attention can become a gun, and energy of our Heart becomes bullet and our own negativity (greed, hatred, discrimination etc) may be our target. So do not miss “Shoot at sight”.
I just want to appeal those, who under estimate themselves and suffer from severe depression, guilt and feeling of Incompetence, come on friends; just be with us and join hands together; Shree Maa will let you feel worthy and precious. Believe me, your heart will certainly throb with self confidence and the divine love will flow for everybody. Just be with Your Self, it will be converted with the company of God. Shree Mata ji has stated in one of Her lecture “Mere anusar sweyam ka samna karna hi bhakti hei apka koi bhi shatru nahi hei.Aap hi sweyam ke shatru hein. Yeh bat nirnit hei.Bhoot bhi apke shatru nahi hein. Yadi aap unhein na bulayen to ve nahi aa sakte.”
“Anubhooti-22 “Parivartan” 29.0907
“Na mein bura hyun,na mein achchha hyun, Mein to bas Shree Maa apka bachcha hyun,
Apki preeti se pal bhad raha hyun, Aap hi ki dekh rekh me to mein chal raha hyun,
Aksar girta rehta tha mein bahut pehle, Aisa lagta hei ki mei ab samhal raha hyun,
Thama hei apne mera hath yun kaleje se lagake,
Karta hyun mei aaj ye ikrar apko hridey mei basake,
Na khone ki fiker karta hyun, na pane ki darkar rakhta hyun,
Mei to bas har pal har ghadi, naman apko barambar karta hyun,
Sochta rehta hyun aksar, mei aur kya payun “Maa”,
Kitna diya hei apne mujh nachij ko, Kaise ucka dile ijhaar kar payun “Maa”,
Ab kya hei mera yanha, jo mujhko kheench raha hei,
Ab to “Param Chaitanya hi mere antehkaran ko seench raha hei,
Kya chahta tha mein pehle, ab sab kuchh bhool gaya
Aisa lagta hei “Maa”,mein apke “Shree Charno” ki dhool ban gaya
.........................................................................Jai Shree Mata Ji
.........................................................................Jai Shree Mata Ji
With warm regards,
Apka Sahaj Sathi,
Narayan
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