“The Fear”

“Jai Shree Mata Ji”

To,                                                                                                                       22.09.09

All My Sahaj Sathis,

Who Belong To “Shree Maa”

“The Fear”

Respected Nirmal Souls,Jai Shree Mata Ji,

Today we will start with the biggest problem of a human being is “Fear”, which grips everyone, fear of loosing anything which one has or may have something , reputation, relation, money etc. A human doesn’t want to loose any thing, that’s why one doesn't want to die whereas it is certain. One doesn’t want to wait for death, one usually doesn't think over this topic. Fear plays an important role to give pain to the human being from ancient time.

To come out of fear a man or woman tends to inclined towards the super natural power called “GOD”, our originator, invisible, inaudible but exists in our faith, with the feeling of throbbing in our heart, with the sensation of palpitation in our nerves, with the circulation of blood in our body we use to feel, all these symptoms determines that GOD resides in our body.

Apart from physical existence, HE resides in our MANAH,(MInd) a subtle being, a small chip contains all the data of our all the cycles of birth or before the time of these cycles, resides in collective subconscious (left Agnya) in normal situation (before self-realization). The Kundilini, the bearer of Manah.gives birth to a human and all the data transfers accordingly to the subtle system just like the software of a computer.

When we come in this world and grow then we show different aptitude, habits, liking –disliking because of Manah. That’s why we all are so different. Because of different data of the residue of old memories of several cycles we use to act according to our Manah.

.If something matches with the data of our collective subconscious then we feel happy if doesn’t tele we use to feel pain.

So this is the simple phenomenon of our life. We use to live our life according to our Manah, whole life we struggle to attain what we want. It means we always live in the past because our Manah belong to our extreme past; it dominates us by showing old things and drags us towards itself, betraying from the present that is why we feel unhappy. We always want to do what our Manah says; this is the biggest hurdle in our ascent.

One side we use to incline towards materialistic world according to our taste and on the other side we use to go towards GOD if our desires don’t get satisfied and we feel anguished.

Means our Manah definitely has the memory of God from where it has taken form. That is why it is called “bhagwan man me rahete hein” So Manah is the greatest companion of us, it is coming along with our spirit from the beginning when our spirit had been separated from the source and had been given external birth. Or Spirit created Manah when it was sent to the materialistic world, storage of every happening, birth after birth Manah was stored by the several memories, events, circumstances and became conditioned. Means Manah represents materialistic world and Spirit represents “The Source”, and Kundilini activates the Spirit by giving its powers to the Spirit in our subtle system. So everybody wants to do what one has got inside. Now we have become slave of Manah.

Even after self realization we usually want to fulfill our desires, and we beg so many things from God or Shree Mata Ji. SHE too wants to quench our thirst in starting which is very essential for us. Then SHE takes us towards NIRVICHARITA and gives Devine love to give relief to our soul.

After self-realization we get connectivity with our Divine Mother and with the help of HER power coming beyond universe, the residing place of HER, our Manah starts emptying itself, all the data which belong to the materialistic world have been erased by the Divine Flow slowly and Manah disappears and becomes SPIRIT again. The stage of MOKSH appears and the “Jeevatma” (Kundilini) become one with the source (Maa Adi).

“So Spirit becomes Manah(MInd) and Manah becomes Spirit.”

To eliminate all types of fear we must be connected with our Sahastrara and our Central Heart all the time and try to supply the divine flow from Central Heart with the help of our attention to left Agnya (right hemisphere) for few minutes daily. After few days, we will feel more relaxed and will be able to enjoy our present.

Very interestingly we will leave the habit of telling lies without hesitation, because with this process we will be freed from all types of fears and fear makes us liar.

Now we start touching our spirit and spirit is manifesting Maa Adi in the form of Surrender and surrender is making us Detached and detachment is giving us Peace and peace is giving us Satisfaction and satisfaction is generating Ananda and ananda is flowing Divine Love and this love is giving Self Realization to the entire human being without asking by anyone, fulfilling the very purpose of the incarnation of Maa Adi Shakti Mata Ji Shree Nirmala Devi.

SHE is desire less and detached so we have to ask her to give self realization but we are reborn again with the inherent desire only to give self realization to every human being and all the powers of Adi Shakti flows automatically from our Sahastrara if we are connected with both the energy centers like Sahastrara and Central Heart Chakra.

When we take our attention beyond Sahastrara , we touch the truth(Maa Adi Shakti) then we automatically come to know several things related to the Present ,the Past and the Future, here the time doesn’t affect us , this area is away from time, and the truth comes in our Central Heart through our Sahastrara and resides in our Heart.

Time is divided into these three forms, like Present, Past and Future, gives dynamism to this life, works only in all the three Agnya before Self Realization. That’s why we feel trouble when we get affected by the two forms of time (past & future/left & right Agnya) and we become conditioned and suffer from Ego and Superego.

On the other hand when we establish connection with the Power of Adi Shakti and our Jagdamba awakens in our Central Heart and Heart generates its powers and flows to all the chakras and all the chakras adds their awakened powers into this flow and this collective energy reaches to both the Agnya chakras then both the chakras become positive and they emits truth and become our best friends and save us from troubles. So they become our best guide, now all the Agnya chakras become one means truth. And we start living with the truth and become completely fearless.

If we always speak truth our vibration increases automatically and there will be no need of cleansing our energy centers (chakras), we will not get catches. Caches mean deficiency of energy in our chakras that’s why they are telling us to supply more power to them. So we should try to send energy with the help of our attention to that particular chakra after connecting Central Heart Chakra with Sahastrara.

I hear for several times from Sahaj Yogis that we should use divine diplomacy to maintain our meditational life in proper manner but in my eyes we must not use this because we are not Shri Krishna, Who has right to use His trait, we are Shri Ganesha in an incomplete form and we must behave only in truthful and simple manner otherwise that Diplomacy will create several problems for us and we will suffer a lot. Our Vishudhi will get blocked and we will not receive proper vibrations and several caches in all the chakras will appear and our Heart will become weak. Then we have to spend our whole life only in cleaning process of all the Nadies and all the Chakras instead of giving realization to the others. We would be fighting and frightening with our own Negativity which has ignited and coming out with the interaction of every person who come across to us having some negative traits inside his Bhav Sagar.

When we don’t stay in Sahastrara and Central Heart for ever ,we may get effected with the mental waves of others which is loaded with the feelings of unfulfillment, unsatisfaction, greed, hatred, over ambitiousness, dominance and all the negative traits then our own negativity rises and comes on the surface of our Manah and pulls our attention towards itself and we are tend to act according to our Manah weather it is good or bad .Actually Negativity is the suppressed form of our desires which do not match the appropriate time, suddenly influences people.

If we always suffer from incompletion, scarcity and wants of our life, we always compare ourselves with others and remains in thoughts either of past or future of the things we are lacking in our life, this situation generates an orbit of thoughts and our attention remains in that illusionary orbit and we become possessed with the severe thoughts which seems truth for us. When we sit for meditation our attention gets involved into this orbital momentum and our external body shakes like anything resembles the possession of BHOOT (left side problem). If someone gets affected with Bhoot he will explain mysteries which will be true and eat abnormally extra food.

For both the problems if we flow energy to his Central Heart through Sahastrara and then take our attention to his left Agnya(right hemisphere) and supply energy from our Central Heart and Sahastrara daily collectively or individually when and until he gets relief . We should not be afraid of this situation because we can not get affected because we vary our internal systems with each others. This is not a contagious disease, can’t be transmitted to any one. Though our fear-factor plays an important role in receiving vibrations, when we loose our faith being frightened our vibration reduces and we feel catches. Faith proves HIS existence and our attention goes to our Heart and Sahastrara resulting more flow of energy.

In our routine life we use to see people weeping, depressed, angry, shouting, and hysterical or in the state of Shock or in some particular situation of Coma, we always should supply pure energy from our Central Hear through Sahastrara to the Central Heart of these persons collectively or individually as circumstances permit. A common topic is discussed among Sadhak that if we pay our attention to the Sahastrara or Heart of any ill or left sided/right sided persons we will be caught by the Negativity, is wrong. Because at our Sahastrara our Divine Mother resides, (Power of Adi Shakti), greatest protector, nobody will get problem. So just don’t worry and help others because we have been given unlimited powers, we are not weak, we become weak when we think. So leave thinking and start giving help by attention which is loaded with tremendous qualities of Maa Adi.

“Negativity eats positivity and positivity eats negativity, both are the diet of each other.

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“Samadhaan “

“Yeh negativity kuchh aur nahi,

Nirmal hava ka jhonka hei,

Yadi Na ise samajh pao to,

Sirf palayan karne ka yeh dhoka hei,

Vastav Mei anternihit kamiyon ka,

Aik matr jharokha hei,

Aisi adbhut Shakti ko parmatma,

Ne bhi Na kabhi, roka hei,

Jo bhi icko Na samajh pata,

Vehe shakhs har pal rota hei,

Jo sachche hriday se icka swagat karta,

Vahi neend chain ki sota hei,

Vahi banker Sadhak sachcha,

Gahan Samadhi Mei khota hei,

Aisi hi uchch –stariye cheitnayon par hi to,

Shrishti ka daromdaar hota hei.”

So we should always be away from all the fears, which work against our ascent and take us into myth of loosing anything. Maa Adi is there to give all the weapons and powers to us so that we could reach up to such level from where we would not get down and make our lives successful and go back to our actual source. Right now I end up expressing and will be right here with another topic soon.

With warm feelings,

Jai Shree Mata Ji

Yours Sahaj Sathi,

Narayan

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